OM SAI RAAM,
We are in for a tough and hectic...cumbersome.. schedule now... thanks to the unwieldy faculty system... assignment sheets and test papers for the internals was not available.. hence for all this ..of which students are not part of.. the workload has accumulated to the last month of the semester ,April'09 .. they have nothing to lose.. its us who loose.. anyways.. however strongly i say this.. it will not do any better for us.. its been like this for long .. i am what IIT'ians flamboyantly term as being "frust" (abbv. Frustration) ..
Today i wish to write few things about two of my GOD SENT ANGEL FRIENDS .. Parul And Rajnish (**PARI**)... They have been like the best of friends for me... most supportive of me when the world was standing for a face off with me.. they are a blessing,.. They support me in every damn thing.. rajjo is one guy who has been as honest and as good a frnd one can have.. (C.J>,my best friend is the best althoug...)... Parul,ohhh.. areeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee what to say about this gal.. a very emotional.. at times very irrational.. but gem of a person with a golden heart.. I dont know how precious they are. . thanks guys.. i love u and i need u.. CJ.. u r my life.. !

RESULTS!

OM SAI RAAM,

Results are out.. finally after three months of wait and anxiety .. i secured good enough marks .. i got around 68% marks.. I donno what this means to me.. i mean will this marksheet do me any good in the long run? i dont think it will.. expect certifying that i did law and i am a lawyer :).. anyways..for the present, its a great feeling to have got a FIRST DIVISION marksheet in your hand ... time passes swiftly .. Up's Downs... trusts,,betrayals,,fights,arguments,politics,relations beginning and ending.. have seen it all during these five semesters i have passed here.. lost few friends.. infact the cosy'ness for sure.. lost my precius darrow too.. huh! No regrets.. Whereever they are whatever they do.. may Sai Baba bless them all.. specially darrow who holds a very special (SILENT) place deep in my heart..
i am not a very impressive or expressive writer .. but i just cant help it.. i am working on it.. this blog helps me write and practice.. i have become besotted with my blog..
Sanyukta tops again making it 5 out of 5 so far .. she has topped all the 5 semesters in a row.. isnt it amazing? Invincible.. may SAI BABA bless her always.. pragati and Namrata have really proven themselves and their potential time and again.. i hope they dont mind me putting up their name here on MY BLOG .. anyways they got the second and third position respetively.. Good going guys..

i shall go now...
good night!

OM SAI RAAM,
My net connection was all concked out.. i could not write.. i felt rather incomplete.. this is getting addictive i suppose but the truth is that I AM LOVING IT! There are few people to whom i speak my heart out... honestly.. My life, its transition, my mind .. nobody knows about it.. its me and only me who knows.. Only one person is there to whom i can speak all i have in my heart.. in my mind and all the various other things but then time and means outplay me.. defeat me and i stay alone .. I feel, sometimes, that what have i earned so far in my life of 7000 odd days? .. nothing.. could not be a good student to make my parents proud or to do anything justify the sur name i got from my parents .."Sinha"... a family which had a Freedom fighter, President Of the Communist party .. Indian government's representative at the ILO.... Late Sri Ghanshyam Sharan Sinha, my grand father... a family which had A dedicated housewife who nurtured her 4 sons and 1 daughter alone when her husband was behind the bars during the Emergency days .. or when he was on his world tours for the party meetings... she is Smt. Savitri Ghanshyam Sinha, my grandmother.. \
What could i do? Nothing is the reply that echoes in my mind.. A life wasted till now..
Donno really whether what way my life is moving.. .. is it really moving or just crawling i presume...!
Baba(my grand father) has been an inspiration.. epitome of gentleness and honesty.. ! My Uncle's and Dadi tell me how he refused to join Late Mrs.Indira Gandhi after the 76' emergency just because he had dedicated hs life to the Trade Unions and its welfare. He was offered to Join the congress and a lucrative ministry was also offered .. but he refused.. Will i ever be able to do justice to his legacy? will i ever be able to give in even an iota of the dedication he had ?.. I doubt!
i recently read a book that was dedicated to my grandfather and it as fascinating... !
Sri Atal Bihari Vajpayee , Sri George fernandes,Sri Krishnamurthy(Ex-CEC),Sri V.P.Singh,Comrade Ram Asre,etc etc have been close friends and associates to my grandfather.. who left us on 4-4-94..

this post is dedicated to him.. to salute him and to get inspired..
Akshat!